It's finally Friday!!

I can't believe it 2 posts in one week!! I have been feeling pretty good this week. The weightloss thing is going fine. I am hoping that 2010 brings me more self awarness. Last year was a journey, I never have had such a roller coaster ride of feelings.

Joe lost his job in Februrary. It has been difficult but we are getting by. It's been nice to see him relax some, and not work himself to death for a change.

Joe and I went on our first ever vacation together to Clarksdale Mississippi. What a fun time! I was giving him a hard time the other day about not being romantic. He said that he was. I said well, what is your idea of romantic? Because obviously I have missed something...He said our trip to Clarksdale was romantic. Then it hit me, it is all a matter of perspective. To him that was romantic, to me it was fun. I guess I need to change my way of thinking, because..it was romantic. I guess he was right(shh.. don't tell him).

Jessi my 1st born daughter moved out on her own that same month. It made me so sad to be left with only one kid at home. I remember back to when I was a little girl that was all I wanted to be was a mommy. That has been who I am, a mommy and a wife. So that part of me is going away. I know that I am still a mother but it's different being a mommy :)

The other significant thing that happened last year was my 30 pound weightloss. I was fed up with feeling bad about how I looked. I was determined to loose it and fell good about myself while I am still was youngish...

So that is that. I am looking forward to this new year and all of what life has to offer. I am hoping that we can find some friend to hang out with. I miss having people to have fun with.

Peace out!