181.6

Not a bad wiegh in #. My mini goal is to be below 180 before vacation next month. I know I can if try hard enought. I need to watch my caloric intake much more. EXCERCISE! I would like to plan something physical for outdoors this long weekend, maybe biking?? I have been wanting to ride for awhile now, so maybe I can get the hubby to go with me.

Nothing much has been going on, the same stressors are there as per usual. My hubby still isn't working. And things with other family members are not going so well. That's why our vacation is a necessity (is that tax deductible).

To post or not to post..

I have been truly sucking at posting on this blog. My weight is staying at maintain at this point. I have been having some internal struggles. I am having a hard time dealing with the weight loss. I keep looking in the mirror wondering who in the hell is that bitch? I can't believe I bought a size 12 pants. I have worked hard to loose some of the flab and now I am nervous to loose the rest? Seriously, that is messed up. I am going to try much harder to kick start it back up. I have been doing Yoga fairly consistantly but I know I need to hit the gym too.