181.6

Not a bad wiegh in #. My mini goal is to be below 180 before vacation next month. I know I can if try hard enought. I need to watch my caloric intake much more. EXCERCISE! I would like to plan something physical for outdoors this long weekend, maybe biking?? I have been wanting to ride for awhile now, so maybe I can get the hubby to go with me.

Nothing much has been going on, the same stressors are there as per usual. My hubby still isn't working. And things with other family members are not going so well. That's why our vacation is a necessity (is that tax deductible).

To post or not to post..

I have been truly sucking at posting on this blog. My weight is staying at maintain at this point. I have been having some internal struggles. I am having a hard time dealing with the weight loss. I keep looking in the mirror wondering who in the hell is that bitch? I can't believe I bought a size 12 pants. I have worked hard to loose some of the flab and now I am nervous to loose the rest? Seriously, that is messed up. I am going to try much harder to kick start it back up. I have been doing Yoga fairly consistantly but I know I need to hit the gym too.

I am loving the sunshine.

I have been so greatful for the warm weather and the sunshine. I have been feeling all happy and in a great mood lately. Things always seem so much better when you can feel the sun on your face.

Weight loss is going very well. I have been eating right and excercising regularly. I am loving my new WII fit. I am hoping to drop another pants size by the end of the month. So I will do my best to stick to it.

Youth turkey hunt is coming this weekend, so I will have the house all to myself. Yeah!!!!

-40 Pounds!!!

Yesssss, me! I didn't it. Working out at the gym is paying off for sure. I am very proud of myself. I am making it to the gym around 5 days a week! Not sure how I can go from doing nothing to going to the gym 5 days a week. I know one thing for sure if I can do it ANYONE can!!

Today is mucho better!

Today is a much better day today. So hopefully it is smooth sailing. I did manage to stop by the gym on the way home from work. I was very proud of myself that I stayed for an hour which is definately a record for me. I think that going to my work gym is going to be much better for me than going to Curves. I think I need a more intense workout. I just need to figure out what to do when I am there, LOL!! Do you 15 reps and 3 sets? Do you use comfortable weight or do you do something a little heavier? I am not sure what I am doing at this point, hopefully I can find someone to help me out.

The scale reads the same but I hate her so, I am going to ignore her and trudge on as usual. That bitch gets on my nerves! She could be a little kinder sometimes.

Another crappy day

Today has started out with a giganic thud! My daughter's car (techincally mine) was broken into overnight. Apparently, someone tried to steel it so now the steering column is all jacked up. So now I will have to pay to get the car fixed because she spent her tax refund on a flat screen tv. I am super pissed about this. She has been living on her own for a year and we are still paying for her car insurance. She turned 20 earlier this month. When do kids start taking care of them selves? Never mind the fact that her dad has been laid off for a year but we are suppose to foot the bill to fix the car...

I have been doing great with working out. I have been two or 3 times a week for the past 3 weeks. My weight hasn't went down but that could be because of the strength training that I have been doing. I can definately see the change in my body and have been recieveing great feedback.

So I will keep plugging all in life as usual.

Another post finally!

The Evil Scale God was gracious and gave me a 194 this morning, yeah!!!!! My brain is in the zone (for now). I also got a notification that Groupon St. Louis was offering Curves for Women 2 months for $25, so I figured how could I go wrong? I haven't ever tried Curves but it does sound like something that I would like seems how I have a very short attention span problem. I am trying to gear it up so I can look and feel great on our trip to Destin. So I will need to figure out how much weight I will need to loose to be happy with myself... What is the magic number?? 160, 150, 140? Who knows...nothing exciting to report for Valentine's day. My hubby just got me a card and that's it. No biggie, I certainly don't need any chocolates, lol!! This is the worst winter ever, I hate the snow. Come on Spring.

That's it for this post.

Peace out!