Back from Destin!

What a great vacation! We had so much fun. Beach time was heaven, I have never sat around so much and done nothing in my life. Had fun eating what I wanted. I about pooped my pants when I got on the scale Saturday. That bitch said that I had gained 10 pounds!! Holy crap cakes!! I talked myself off the roof, and calmed down. I have lost six already so I am fine with it. This has been the first time I have ever felt comfortable in a swim suit. I was very proud of how I looked. I need to keep up the good work. Vacations are a MUST!! Where are you going this year?

Oh I had a pina colada for you!

Destin time is almost here!

I am so excited! I can't believe the beach is in my future! Assuming of course that we don't kill each other on the way down there. 16 hours in the car with 1 crabby husband and two teenage daughters is not the ideal way to travel. But, I will survive. I plan on sitting on the beach and soaking up the rays when I get there. Thank goodness the oil spill has spared Destin. I feel bad for the other places hit hard. BP SUCKS!!! I am going to drink copious amounts of MGD 64(gotta watch those calories). Weighing in this morning at 179, freaking bitchin! From 230 to 179? I guess I can do anything. I wonder what else I can do? President of the United States maybe??

Hubby is loving the new me, he said, " I haven't seen your pelvic bones since you were a teenager". A compliment or insult? I am going with a compliment, lol!

That's all for now.
Peace out..

178 this morning! The Edgar suit...

I can't believe that I am actually doing it this time! My focus has been on eating good, primarily. Excercise at this point is not as important to me right now. I am also contiplating the reasons and why fors of how I got here in the first place. My body has been changing almost on a daily basis. You know the movie Men in Black? Remember the scene were the alien lands on the farm and "wears" the Edgar suit? That's how I have been feeling....it is so wierd to see and feel yourself and it doesn't feel like the "you" that you have known for so long. It makes me feel alien to myself. I know it will be a matter of time before I am comfortable in my own skin, but I will take that over being the fattest person in the room.

I will continue to monitor food intake. Making smart food choices is easier than feeling fat and uncomfortable...